God "KNOWS" I needed them. I was so mad I was lterally losing it. That's a very scary place for me to be. It brings back a World I knew well and was very comfortable in. Anyway, I prayed, went to bed, got up, went to Church and prayed my heart out, went to lunch with some of the Ministry here and we talked for over 2 ours. Then I did go DIRECTLY to Occupy Boston to "TALK" to their LEADER. You guessed it. He was not there. I did notice FBI Agents walking around in their Camp. I wonder if he was ducking ???? Anyway, I "WILL" go back again tomorrow. I know my heart will not rest until I talk DIRECTLY to him. You can bet I will for sure. Difference is that now I will TALK to him. Last night I know I would have seriously hurt him. That is what scared me ok. Anyway, I will let you guys know what happens ok. Again, please keep praying for me on this because I know I am not fully resolved on this ok. This one is going to take a bit ok. Thanks. PEACE:RONB 