i dont fit in here,either-good bye to you all.....................

[warthog]

............here at mt sisters;i have been stuck in a poorly heated basement where they store garbage,while my sister's other"guest"her son dragged home is 25,has a nice warm extra bedroom to sleep in,and all she does is sleep,and talk about her latest date;while IM the one needing life-threatening surgery.I dont fit in here, Im not really wanted here,cause as soon as I mention ANY of what Im goin thru;my sister gets mad.SO:Tomorrow,Im on my way to church,then after that,who knows,or cares???Im packing a lot of clothes-Im leaving my long-term medications behind,because I havent been taking it for a week anyway,and so what if I dont take it??There wont be any one around to care when I die,so Im doin like an old dog does-Goin off by myself, y'all take care,Im outta here.......................

 

[Anonymous]

Sorry to hear that Steve, as we care for you and have tried our best to help you, as best we can through Christ Jesus! You need to be taking your Meds, because without them, you get too negative and hopeless in your thinking....just what satan wants you to do! Like I said you will have your ups and downs with more downs than ups for awhile because of feeling rejected, but God hasn't left you and He won't, but you must keep your eyes upon Jesus by trusting and leaning on Him! Things will look much better by taking your meds with less pain and be able to think and see things on the brighter side of life! Don't let satan, your wife or anyone defeat you, for you have God, Who is greater than anyone or anything! Your sister probably does not want to hear about your problems too much and needs to be more sympathetic, but she has problems of her own and needs someone to listen to her own, also! I hope you find a place to live and feel more comfortable and have peacefulness! Sometimes, we feel too sorry for ourselves and many people get tired of hearing it, the same as we get tired of hearing others complaining! Rejection is terrible, but Jesus was rejected and left alone when going to and while hanging on the Cross of Calvary! I was rejected by my own husband and children and many relatives and even neighbors, but did have my brother, Larry, his wife and my sister and my Aunt and a few close friends who stuck by me and understood what I was going through! I cried to Jesus and prayed a lot.....so please do not give up, because Jesus hasn't given up on you!

I only wish the best for you, Steve, and after you arise and go to church tomorrow, the world and your situation will look some better, so keep the faith and know that you are loved by your Sisters and Brothers in Christ! Amen! The Lord is good...Trust Him to help you to be better and have a far better life than the one you are having now! I know, as I am proof of what He can do in a person's life! Amen! Ma Betty

 

[TURNMASTER]

Good luck man. I hope you keep us posted. Its a big world out there, go chase a dream, follow your passions. Find an adventure, most of all live.

Will say a prayer.

Jeff

 

[Mike from MI "Iron Brigade"]

I pray that God speaks to you in church tomorrow. Talk with the preacher my friend. I bet he knows somewhere to set you up for a while.

God bless.

 

[seeker41]

keep fightin bro! you wouldn't want your enemys to win would you!!!!!!!!!!? better get your "gps" fixed at church tomorrow!!!
chuck.

 

[Pete in MI]

Don't listen to tha lies of the devil Steve. We do care and you know that to be true. And you know God cares. Don't listen to the devil. If anything you need to be here -not alone with the devourer.