I know these are the Supernaturally workings of God and could not have happened in any other way! While I was attending church in Faith Tabernacle near Newburg, MO, by driving back and forth usally twice a week on Thursday and Sunday nights, for this was where I was being taught and learning how to have faith in God.....Sister Story was a dear lady and was a teacher and a prayer warrior but passed away several years ago! She and the congregation prayed many a prayer for me, even that the divorce wouldn't go through, but it was in God's plan so He never answered that way.....and she would pray I would drive all the way back to St. Louis South County safely and sometimes it was like I was going in fast speed, for I was back home so quickly.....lots of times our services ran way into the early morning hours depending on the moving of God's Holy Spirit...there never was a set time and some would leave if they wanted to or had to but the services continued until His Spirit quit moving and then we left!
In one of the meetings, many gathered at the front for prayer and I needed it a lot with what I was going through both emotionally and spiritually, She took my hands in hers and prophecied that I would be using my hands for the Lord and in Jan 1987...the first poem given me by His Holy Spirit just poured out so fast that I tried writing it all down and wasn't like my others have been ever since! What I write, comes from Him and I can write or type them in an hour or two depending on the length and correcting the errors and then scanning them into the Computer! I used to write them all but now I type them as He gives them to me...but I don't do poems very often any more....because of me and not God! I have written as many as 5 or more in the same day but no longer do that, but my poetry is much longer according to how many verses He gives me! Sometimes I would quit, thinking He was finished, but would have to add more verses instead until they ended! Arriving home from the church services was a miracle without ever having car trouble, flats and etc. on the Interstate at night was a blessing indeed, for I was by myself, unless Larry and Wanda went and then they would drive the long distance and back in their Van!
Wanda's mother, Sister Opal, was healed at a church in the country many years ago of a broken leg...she went in using a cane and came out dancing in the Spirit...her leg was completely healed but I didn't see that happen, for it was before my brother, Larry, married Wanda....her family was always in church and working for the Lord and then Wanda and Larry were and then with me going with them, as I was drawing closer to my Lord and Savior, Jesus! I truly have not witnessed a healing miracle but I know that they happen because I know my Lord and there is nothing impossible with Him, for with God all things are possible! Praise the Lord, from Whom all blessings flow! Amen!
Now, what God did Supernaturally for me....just the three best ones! Jesus, Himself, came into my bedroom while I was sleeping and I woke up with a scream, as He turned away, so I wouldn't look at His face, and walked along the side of my bed (not floating) then at the end of my bed and went through my bedroom door! I said to myself, Wow, he went right through the shut door....but being still scared, I think He didn't stay because I was soooo frightened being alone in the darkness! I could see His clothing of a bright, long flowing white robe with flowing sleeves and His shoulder length brown hair! I did go back to sleep and often wondered about it even to this day why He didn't stay and comfort me? I know it wasn't satan appearing as an angel but Jesus!!!
Second one was I woke up in the night and saw a person (angel?) praying for me by the wall...she had on a Nun's habit with a white winged covering on her head! I raised up and said, Carolyn is that you (my sister's name) and then with a very bright light she floated to the floor! Again I was so scared that I turned over and went to sleep and didn't look at the floor until I awoke the next morning and of course there was nothing there! I have an Aunt that died from Uremic Poisoning while pregnant in 1946 and was a Catholic, so maybe it was her spirit, I don't know but I do know God had many praying for me, as I tried twice to commit suicide and both times He rescued me....and that is another story how He did that!
Number three is absolutely a superantural mirecle! While I was attending Angelica Tabernacle church in ILL, but while at home, I saw a shadow on my older type window one night as I was getting ready for bed, but I just through it was a shadow against the kitchen window cast by my Dogwood Tree outside of it! But with no light (maybe just the moon) there really couldn't have been a shadow! Well, the next morning I got up and Jack Frost had etched a picture of the cross upon the side of a mountain split down the middle in two parts (my window faced North and South) but if turned the window would have faced East and West just as the Bible says! Above the cross and the deep split, was a briightly shining village depicting small buildings and I know God was showing me a little part of Heaven! Now, I am not special or anything of the sort, but I had a very hard life growing up with a strict and unloving father, although I do know he loved me but just could'n show it, only by providing us a living and a home which his own father didn't do! And then being emotionally ill with a divorce that I didn't want at the time, God came to me at a time I really needed Him and showed me that He is really real, for I had asked Him, God if You are really, really real then please show me and He did and has in many, many ways!
If anyone wants to know God and Jesus and all that He has for them, then ask and He will, for He never turns away anyone if they truly ask and really want to know Him, for He says, Ask and you shall receive; seek and you will find!
I love my Lord and I will never deny Him or that He is not real....even if I am persecuted and/or tortured, for I know He will provide me the strength to endure and get through it or He will take me to heaven to be with Him forever and ever!
It has been 20 plus years and I have grown in godly wisdom and in believing faith more than I ever did in my first 50 years of reading the Bible and attending church but when the Holy Spirit reveals the truth to you, the Scriptures come alive for Jesus is the Living Word and I became very thirsty and studied, diligently, for over 20 years and wrote many poems and scripture words down on paper during those years! Praise God for His mercy and grace and Thank You, Jesus, for coming and dying for all of us, while yet sinners, that we might believe and be saved by repentance of all our sins and then traveling on God's straight and narrow way leading through the Pearly Gate into glorious heaven! Amen!

Ma Betty