Brian's Battle - More Bleeding

[Pete in MI]

More bleeding today.

Posted 10 hours ago

This afternoon Brian had another bleeding episode from his nose. It wasn't as much as the two previous episodes but enough to frighten him.

He wrote:

"Dad, I thought it might be my blood vessels, but it's only coming out of my nose. So, I'm not sure if it's just a cut or if God's saying...time to come home.

Dad, what's wrong with me? Why is this happening? Is God upset with me or what? Cause, I don't want to die dad, I can't die, there are so many things to do..."

Tough questions. And, I'm not sure I really had an answer. The right answer anyway.

A meeting was called at work, so as soon as Carol got home I had to get to the office. Brian was using the bathroom and Carol said that Brian didn't want me to leave until he was safely back in bed. I thought he meant that he might need help getting back into bed. I told him he would be just fine because he can get in bed by himself as long as someone holds his wheelchair steady, and that mom could help him if needed. "I have to get to work buddy!"

I didn

 

[4EverHis102399]

Bless his heart!! To be so young and have such tough questions... We are prayin' for ya buddy!

 

[Anonymous]

Dear Brain, NO, God is not upset with you!....Please don't put the blame on Him, as this is satan's work to cause you fear and to doubt God, but please don't, as God loves you in Jesus' name with a love so true that He gave His own life for you and for me upon the Cross of Calvary where He suffered more than any of us have and gave Himself for us that we might have life and have it abundantly! Which is life with Him in His eternal City of Love in His glorious and wondrous awesomeness! When it is time for your Spirit to go back to Him, Who gave it to you, it will be an easy transition from mortal death to everlasting life! Just keep believing and have the faith that if God is for you, who can be against you? I know you are just a young man and can't understand many things that are happening to you, but so do we adults don't understand a lot of things which happen to us and bring us trials, illnesses and sadness, too! Our Father is with each of us wlo love Jesus by leaning on and trusting in Him! Just keep remembering He has His loving arms around you by angels surrounding and protecting as He gives you strength and comfort for peace that passes our own human understanding! I think the reason you are going through all this sickness by an uncurable disease is to show God's love through you, for you are an inspiration to all of us, by knowing and understanding what we are going through is far less than the trials you and your family are going through, but by hanging on to Jesus, by believing faith and understanding He is with you, no matter what is happening to your body, you give others strength in know and understand they can make it through their many trials, problems and illnesses, by holding on to their faith in Christ Jesus, too!

Don't give up Brian and when you are scared just call on God by crying out to Jesus, His beloved Son, for help and He truly will help you, give you more confidence and strength for enduring and overcoming all things and will stop the bleeding for your good and for His purpose! His purpose is for you to be an inspiration and an encouragement to others! I pray for God's mercy to be with you and ease the pain and stop the bleeding and help you and family to sleep without worry of what may be! Let Go and Let God take care of you and REMEMBER, no matter what happens, He Loves You With An Everlasting love! He never forsakes nor leaves His own! Amen! Ma & Gamma Betty

 

[4EverHis102399]

Amen, Ma!

 

[Paul(NWOH)]

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[Mike from MI "Iron Brigade"]

I think it is safe to say that God is not upset at him. We know God has a perfect plan and we don't understand why the circumstances fall in to place as they do. Be blessed my friends, and give Brian a hug for me.

Mike

 

[Leslie(nova scotia)]

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