Hi Folks; I was not online for a few because I was back in the hospital again. Yes, AGAIN.!!!!! I was having some physical problems with my back in form of WICKED cramps in the Spinal muscles and my Quads. I also have been dealing with an INCREDIBLE burning sensation in my back and legs. So I go to the hospital via ambulance and they admitted me. While I was in they ran a battery of tests and discovered I need MORE SURGERY because I have blown out my right knees patela on the exterior side. I am in agony. Even the Morphine is NOT working right now. I'll know when soon. NOT before New Years.They are going to try PT first butt they alrready told me that the surgey is inevitable no matter what. I want to SCREEEEEEEEEEEAM. !!!!!!!! The weird thing is that they said the burning and cramps are being caused by the nerves "REGENERATING" that it is being caused by my back healing up. !!!!!! If this is healing I hope they can find a better way.!!!!!!!!! This is nuts folks. Satan has me in his sights. Right now I just wanmt to help him ADJUST THE BLASTED LENSES. In the old days it was called a BLACK EYE.!!!!!!
I'm sorry folks but tis is just insane. i honestly don't know how much more I can take.!!!! I believe that it is absolutely my Faith in Christ and my weird sense off humor that have gotten me his far bu I am not laughing right now. I am frustrated beyond belief. I am praying like crazy.
It is God's Word that helps me cope with this pain. It is a consuming pain.!!!!!!! But I know my Christ is stronger than anything that Satan can throw at me. Lord knows he's trying though. I don't even know how to wrap my mind around this but Christ will find a way.All kidding asiide, I need a few prayers ok. Thanks. Mike everything is going out Tuesday morning ok. PEACE:RONB 


