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I want to thank all of you for your prayers and encouragement for me and others! Do you know that I feel so bad after getting out of bed most of the time that I don't feel like doing anything but using the Computer! I just read the posts on the CMD Forum and felt the power of prayer even through the posts and I Praise God and Thank Jesus, and His Holy Spirit for doing a mighty work in my brothers and sisters and in my life! I felt the relief of the neck and pain that goes up the side of my right head all the way up to my right temple, but now it has eased and; therefore, I know God is with us and we love each other through His beloved Son, Jesus, Who is the true believers' Savior and Lord! Amen!
I am too ill and cannot think well most of the time to get the work done that needs to be done and I am unable to do yard and house work as of right now! I need to think clearly to do my taxes and pay my bills and on time! I have started doing my payments by bank billing, which is free for those 50 or older, and this has saved me on a lot of postage...money I can ill afford as of now! You know how great and good God is? He has helped me to stay in my home without very liitle money since 1986, when my ex moved out and left me physically and emotionally ill! His ins did cover me until the divorce in 1988! I have lived without ins coverage but God provided me with healthcare at a lower fee by the dr I was going to after I really needed one! And then because she didn't take the ins I had through United Health Care, she recommended me to the dr I have now and he took me as a patient on Medicare and was able to take United Healh Care! I have been blessed to have him and my brother did, also, until he passed away Aug., 2009!
I was only receiving $300 per month after the divorce and unable to work or hold a job because of my illnesses but, yet, I was able to stay in my home (purchased in 1974) although it was and is needing lots of repairs and updated to sell it when I need to do so or my children should God call me Home in mortal death! I made a mistake, (I suppose--- but did it for Cliff and I, so we could be closer to our sister and the old home place) Cliff wanted to go hunting and fishing, but being so ill and even more so the winter and spring of 2008 and 2009, we were unable to move into the home I bought in Cuba MO Sept 2008, and he absolutely could not do anymore what he would have liked to do! Pulmonary Hypertension is a terrrible, incurrable disease and I watched him get worse and worse and then die, which saddens my heart....as I still miss him very much! Now, I cannot move into it because of my illnesses and so I have it up for sale and I'm praying for the right buyer, at the right time and at the right price to buy it and quickly, as it is costing me money to keep it! If it doesn't sell then I may move into it, yet, but depends on what illnesses I do have and if I have Pulmonary Hypertension like the dr. says, I might have also, then I will have to stay here or sell both houses and move into a much smaller place! But satan is a liar and God will only allow him to harm us, as He sees and uses to draw us nearer to Him to serve Him even more!
I did finally get to work at the Missouri Lutheran Synod for a couple of years and made a little more money to go with the $300 a month until my ex retired! I then retired also and went on Medicare and United Health Care! I was able to get a new furnace, pier drilling on my basement which really needed it to stop the forming of cracks with water and mud pouring in across my basement floor! I also had my son's friend, Dan, to help me do more repairs at a cheaper rate, but he didn't always know how to do the jobs or do them well, but he tried and I was thankful! While Cliif was alive I also paid for a new A/C to replace the one that I've been using since my ex replaced one in the late 70's or early 80's! I would have a very difficult time living without heat and cooling in my home!
Well, anyway, I used to do my own yardwork, mowing and trimming, but then I had someone who would mow it once in awhile and then I paid him for mowing, but he inherited a lot of money and didn't want to mow anyone's lawns anymore! That's when I hired my next door neighbor to mow and trim and paid him almost every week until mowing wasn't needed for the winter! He is a good neighbor, even when Cliff was here, he would snow-blow my driveway and sidewalks and helped me with the trimming many times without pay....soooo God is Good and is Good all the time!
Have I had trials and troubles, oh yes, some that almost caused me to be mentally ill or kill myself, but God was always there to help me not to commit suicide and to work things out for me for the good and for His purpose! I made a promise as a child that I would serve him the reat of my life, if he would let my mother win a nice prize, and she did, but our Lord God Almighty never forgets a promise we make and will hold us to it and He held me to mine! When He knew that I wasn't able to serve Him like I should while still married to an unfaithful, lying husband, He moved and made a way for me to have him out of my life! Did it hurt me badly, oh yes, but now I thank God for doing what was needing done and drawing me nearer to Him and even forgiving me whan I accused Him of all my problems, but were satan's and never God's!
God had been with me and I love Him so, but I feel so bad and sorry for those who don't know him like I and my brothers and sisters do, for that is why our country is mostly going to Hell in a hand-basket, or down in the sewer where satan is guiding those who will serve him and do his dirty and evil work! Too many in the world have become greedy and Socialistic, which will never work, for in the end the nation will fail under a Socialist and Communist System! So, please, if you don't know Jesus, as Your own personal Savior, I pray lost sinners and unbelievers will repent and accept Him before it is forever too late for themselves and our Nation, the USA! Often God allows satan to deceive us and cause havoc in our lives and our nation, to draw us back to Him, for He is always there when we call upon Him in Jesus' name and will forgive us and heal our land, when we again turn to Him, for we were and are, as yet, a Christian Nation, but falling fast in the failure of the registered American Citizens as voters at the polls! Greed means to vote for what we can get from the Gov't and not what we can do for making a better one in the love and power of Jesus Christ! No other way is there but His for helping us to seek good for we, who're American Citizens, and for America, as He gives us life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness, which was written in the Constitution by our mostly Christian forefathers, the followers and believers of God Jehovah, the only, one True God!
I don't know why I am writing and posting this, but I just have to and I know our God is real and any other god is false.....like Allah, the Moon god! Let us not be fooled by anyone, but let us lean on and trust in Jesus, for He is life, the truth and the way to enter into our Heavenly Father's eternal glory by mortal death or in the rapture of His faithful Saints! May God have mercy on and bless us and America! Amen!
Ma Betty
I am too ill and cannot think well most of the time to get the work done that needs to be done and I am unable to do yard and house work as of right now! I need to think clearly to do my taxes and pay my bills and on time! I have started doing my payments by bank billing, which is free for those 50 or older, and this has saved me on a lot of postage...money I can ill afford as of now! You know how great and good God is? He has helped me to stay in my home without very liitle money since 1986, when my ex moved out and left me physically and emotionally ill! His ins did cover me until the divorce in 1988! I have lived without ins coverage but God provided me with healthcare at a lower fee by the dr I was going to after I really needed one! And then because she didn't take the ins I had through United Health Care, she recommended me to the dr I have now and he took me as a patient on Medicare and was able to take United Healh Care! I have been blessed to have him and my brother did, also, until he passed away Aug., 2009!
I was only receiving $300 per month after the divorce and unable to work or hold a job because of my illnesses but, yet, I was able to stay in my home (purchased in 1974) although it was and is needing lots of repairs and updated to sell it when I need to do so or my children should God call me Home in mortal death! I made a mistake, (I suppose--- but did it for Cliff and I, so we could be closer to our sister and the old home place) Cliff wanted to go hunting and fishing, but being so ill and even more so the winter and spring of 2008 and 2009, we were unable to move into the home I bought in Cuba MO Sept 2008, and he absolutely could not do anymore what he would have liked to do! Pulmonary Hypertension is a terrrible, incurrable disease and I watched him get worse and worse and then die, which saddens my heart....as I still miss him very much! Now, I cannot move into it because of my illnesses and so I have it up for sale and I'm praying for the right buyer, at the right time and at the right price to buy it and quickly, as it is costing me money to keep it! If it doesn't sell then I may move into it, yet, but depends on what illnesses I do have and if I have Pulmonary Hypertension like the dr. says, I might have also, then I will have to stay here or sell both houses and move into a much smaller place! But satan is a liar and God will only allow him to harm us, as He sees and uses to draw us nearer to Him to serve Him even more!
I did finally get to work at the Missouri Lutheran Synod for a couple of years and made a little more money to go with the $300 a month until my ex retired! I then retired also and went on Medicare and United Health Care! I was able to get a new furnace, pier drilling on my basement which really needed it to stop the forming of cracks with water and mud pouring in across my basement floor! I also had my son's friend, Dan, to help me do more repairs at a cheaper rate, but he didn't always know how to do the jobs or do them well, but he tried and I was thankful! While Cliif was alive I also paid for a new A/C to replace the one that I've been using since my ex replaced one in the late 70's or early 80's! I would have a very difficult time living without heat and cooling in my home!
Well, anyway, I used to do my own yardwork, mowing and trimming, but then I had someone who would mow it once in awhile and then I paid him for mowing, but he inherited a lot of money and didn't want to mow anyone's lawns anymore! That's when I hired my next door neighbor to mow and trim and paid him almost every week until mowing wasn't needed for the winter! He is a good neighbor, even when Cliff was here, he would snow-blow my driveway and sidewalks and helped me with the trimming many times without pay....soooo God is Good and is Good all the time!
Have I had trials and troubles, oh yes, some that almost caused me to be mentally ill or kill myself, but God was always there to help me not to commit suicide and to work things out for me for the good and for His purpose! I made a promise as a child that I would serve him the reat of my life, if he would let my mother win a nice prize, and she did, but our Lord God Almighty never forgets a promise we make and will hold us to it and He held me to mine! When He knew that I wasn't able to serve Him like I should while still married to an unfaithful, lying husband, He moved and made a way for me to have him out of my life! Did it hurt me badly, oh yes, but now I thank God for doing what was needing done and drawing me nearer to Him and even forgiving me whan I accused Him of all my problems, but were satan's and never God's!
God had been with me and I love Him so, but I feel so bad and sorry for those who don't know him like I and my brothers and sisters do, for that is why our country is mostly going to Hell in a hand-basket, or down in the sewer where satan is guiding those who will serve him and do his dirty and evil work! Too many in the world have become greedy and Socialistic, which will never work, for in the end the nation will fail under a Socialist and Communist System! So, please, if you don't know Jesus, as Your own personal Savior, I pray lost sinners and unbelievers will repent and accept Him before it is forever too late for themselves and our Nation, the USA! Often God allows satan to deceive us and cause havoc in our lives and our nation, to draw us back to Him, for He is always there when we call upon Him in Jesus' name and will forgive us and heal our land, when we again turn to Him, for we were and are, as yet, a Christian Nation, but falling fast in the failure of the registered American Citizens as voters at the polls! Greed means to vote for what we can get from the Gov't and not what we can do for making a better one in the love and power of Jesus Christ! No other way is there but His for helping us to seek good for we, who're American Citizens, and for America, as He gives us life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness, which was written in the Constitution by our mostly Christian forefathers, the followers and believers of God Jehovah, the only, one True God!
I don't know why I am writing and posting this, but I just have to and I know our God is real and any other god is false.....like Allah, the Moon god! Let us not be fooled by anyone, but let us lean on and trust in Jesus, for He is life, the truth and the way to enter into our Heavenly Father's eternal glory by mortal death or in the rapture of His faithful Saints! May God have mercy on and bless us and America! Amen!
Ma Betty
May God Bless! Amen!