Mike...as for you losing Ike....that had to be terrible...and I'm sorry. I went through it too...and I'm not ashamed to say it messed me up.
Before Hercules came along...I had a collie that my daughter and I bought when she was in pre school.
My daughter named her Lady....and she just passed away about 3 years ago at the age of 16.
My daughter was away at college and I would keep her updated throughout the last many months as our faithful companion was nearing the end.
It was killing me to see Lady that way...but I could not bring myself to put her down. I honestly just could not find the strength...because she was not suffering.
The last couple of months she could not walk down the one step to go outside to the bathroom. I picked her up and carried her outside...then back inside when she was done.
I had her a bed made in the kitchen and she seemed very comfortable.
Towards the very end...she had further trouble even getting up to have me carry her outside...but I just could not bring myself to put her down unless I saw her suffering. It was tearing me up hoping I was doing the right thing...and hoping I was right about her not suffering. Right about the time a couple of days later...when I had finally decided I was only going to allow it to go on another day or so...she passed away during the night.
When I awoke that morning...she had already passed. It tore me up inside. after 16 years my friend was gone.
That summer...my daughter decided to come and live at home for 6 months to save up money...and she brought home her friend...a puppy...Hercules.
Well I begged her and pleaded her to not bring another dog home...because I didn't want to deal with it.
I bought one of those big cages and kept Hercules in it right next to my Harley in the front room.
My daughter was busy...and running here and there all the time...so Hercules basically was kept in the cage unless he was let out by me to use the restroom..etc.
I had no bond with him at that time.
Well...after a couple of weeks went by...while I would be on the computer...Hercules would make this weird moaning...hound dog type of growl...and stare at me. If I ignored him...he would do it again...and again...and again

...until I looked at him and payed him some attention...or said something to him.
After 10 minutes of it....he increased it each time I spoke to him...to the point that he literally made me come to the cage and talk to him,.
He then increased the weird sound making as I talked to him

...so I let him out of the cage.
I went back to my computer desk and sat down. I heard this rumbling...and here he came in full stride jumping up on my lap and licking me on the face.
The bond began,
My daughter then went back to college for the next year...but Hercules stayed with me...and he is not going anywhere.
Shortly after that is when my mom started getting bad....my 4 year relationship with my ex lady started to come to an end...and my dad found out he did not have much time left.
He has helped me cope with a lot of things...and I truly feel he was brought to me for that reason

We have bonded beyond comprehension.
Needless to say...Hercules has not been in cage since that day...and he has free run of the house. He is not only my friend...he is family...period.