The first and main one is for grace and for Spiritual help. I'll give a little background and try not to make it too long.
First let me say I have been a Christian since I was a child but I was never taught to pray. The older I get the more it amazes me how little teaching there is in our churches on prayer. I am coming to believe that prayer is possibly the most important thing in life, without which one cannot live the "victorious Christian life".
The Lord has been leading me into prayer and a study of it for some time but I am a slow study... i'd rather eat broken glass than pray. I'd rather go hungry than pray... I can sit and watch a movie... no problem. I can sit and watch a football game... no problem. I can sit here all day and peck away at the computer... no problem. I can sit and read, novels or the Bible... no problem... but pray for 30 minutes... are you kidding??
The Lord has also started dealing with me about a local ministry at the courthouse and detention center. I went unprepared to try and lay a claim. About 10 days ago I went and "prayer walked" several times around the city courthouse.... I had not prayed about it, I just prayed as I walked... asking the Lord to give me the place to minister. Well, if you are a serious Christian, if you've been around the block you will know what happened next. The enemy jumped on my with both feet and snared me with "the sin that so easily besets", we all have one. I fell flat on my face. I feel like the woman in the commercial who is saying, "help, i've fallen and I can't get up".
The Lord is still leading me and I am going to need strength and support. He led me to a small booklet by J.C. Ryle titled, "A Call to Prayer". I read a quote by Ryle a couple of weeks back that I really liked so I ordered this and a copy of his book, "Holiness"... and John MacArthur's book, "When the Church Becomes Like the World" and a little book by John Flavel titled, "LUST".
My Father is working on me but as I said, I am a slow study. I have to exhaust ALL my methods before I will ever try obedience. I mean, I try to be obedient but I want to be obedient my way. So, I am going to start a prayer life, not just the blessing over the food and the quick prayer in the morning or the prayer when I lay my head on my pillow that usually consists of... "Lord, forgive me for my sins...".
I know that He is in this and I intend to learn to pray. I intend to develop whatever prayer life He intends for me. I am aware that the enemy will fight me on this for I am convinced that this is what he fears more than anything and I am convinced that it will accomplish more in this war than anything else I can do.
So, my first request is for power to get up and gain power again over this sin that has gotten hold of me. I know that He has given us all we need for righteousness and for everything we need in this life but I also know that sometimes we get tangled up in things in this life in this world... and I have... and I need help, I need some prayer support. I will be starting tomorrow AM when I am alone at home.. or I will I will sin. I plan to pray... pray that I will choose to do right. Please give me some support in this because I know how important it is and I don't want to fail and I don't want to put it off any longer.
The second request is just for some bronchitis i've been dealing with. Cough, sinus, and a little fever. I'm sure it will pass soon anyway but i'm sure prayer will help.
Also, as long as you're praying remember our younger daughter, she is 27 and is dealing with a "lifestyle" problem. We have suspected for a while but in a recent crisis in her life she decided to tell us. I think we are in between denial and faith. We gave both out daughters to the Lord when they were born and I know that He is faithful, though we are not and He will do His work. He has called her (though she is in doubt) no matter for Jesus said that all who the Father call will come to Him, Jesus, and whoever comes to Him He will in no wise cast out... so it will work out but I don't want her life here to be a wasted life of misery, I know to well about that sort of living. I want her to surrender sooner rather than later, however, I trust the Lord and He is sovereign after all... but throw up a prayer for us in this too.
Mainly though, I need some help from some of you to run interference for me against the enemy as I learn to discipline myself and pray. I intend to find out what there is to prayer, not saying a prayer... but prayer and I am a little apprehensive for some reason. I guess going into warfare should make one apprehensive.
If you pray... Pray for me.
Thank you,
Julien
First let me say I have been a Christian since I was a child but I was never taught to pray. The older I get the more it amazes me how little teaching there is in our churches on prayer. I am coming to believe that prayer is possibly the most important thing in life, without which one cannot live the "victorious Christian life".
The Lord has been leading me into prayer and a study of it for some time but I am a slow study... i'd rather eat broken glass than pray. I'd rather go hungry than pray... I can sit and watch a movie... no problem. I can sit and watch a football game... no problem. I can sit here all day and peck away at the computer... no problem. I can sit and read, novels or the Bible... no problem... but pray for 30 minutes... are you kidding??
The Lord has also started dealing with me about a local ministry at the courthouse and detention center. I went unprepared to try and lay a claim. About 10 days ago I went and "prayer walked" several times around the city courthouse.... I had not prayed about it, I just prayed as I walked... asking the Lord to give me the place to minister. Well, if you are a serious Christian, if you've been around the block you will know what happened next. The enemy jumped on my with both feet and snared me with "the sin that so easily besets", we all have one. I fell flat on my face. I feel like the woman in the commercial who is saying, "help, i've fallen and I can't get up".
The Lord is still leading me and I am going to need strength and support. He led me to a small booklet by J.C. Ryle titled, "A Call to Prayer". I read a quote by Ryle a couple of weeks back that I really liked so I ordered this and a copy of his book, "Holiness"... and John MacArthur's book, "When the Church Becomes Like the World" and a little book by John Flavel titled, "LUST".
My Father is working on me but as I said, I am a slow study. I have to exhaust ALL my methods before I will ever try obedience. I mean, I try to be obedient but I want to be obedient my way. So, I am going to start a prayer life, not just the blessing over the food and the quick prayer in the morning or the prayer when I lay my head on my pillow that usually consists of... "Lord, forgive me for my sins...".
I know that He is in this and I intend to learn to pray. I intend to develop whatever prayer life He intends for me. I am aware that the enemy will fight me on this for I am convinced that this is what he fears more than anything and I am convinced that it will accomplish more in this war than anything else I can do.
So, my first request is for power to get up and gain power again over this sin that has gotten hold of me. I know that He has given us all we need for righteousness and for everything we need in this life but I also know that sometimes we get tangled up in things in this life in this world... and I have... and I need help, I need some prayer support. I will be starting tomorrow AM when I am alone at home.. or I will I will sin. I plan to pray... pray that I will choose to do right. Please give me some support in this because I know how important it is and I don't want to fail and I don't want to put it off any longer.
The second request is just for some bronchitis i've been dealing with. Cough, sinus, and a little fever. I'm sure it will pass soon anyway but i'm sure prayer will help.
Also, as long as you're praying remember our younger daughter, she is 27 and is dealing with a "lifestyle" problem. We have suspected for a while but in a recent crisis in her life she decided to tell us. I think we are in between denial and faith. We gave both out daughters to the Lord when they were born and I know that He is faithful, though we are not and He will do His work. He has called her (though she is in doubt) no matter for Jesus said that all who the Father call will come to Him, Jesus, and whoever comes to Him He will in no wise cast out... so it will work out but I don't want her life here to be a wasted life of misery, I know to well about that sort of living. I want her to surrender sooner rather than later, however, I trust the Lord and He is sovereign after all... but throw up a prayer for us in this too.
Mainly though, I need some help from some of you to run interference for me against the enemy as I learn to discipline myself and pray. I intend to find out what there is to prayer, not saying a prayer... but prayer and I am a little apprehensive for some reason. I guess going into warfare should make one apprehensive.
If you pray... Pray for me.
Thank you,
Julien
Ma Betty