sometimes things just cannot be helped. Has not kept me from missing everyone though. I have a lot of catching up to do. I am seeing a different set of doctors right now, and they are trying me on some pain patches. These are really quite different from having to take medicine by mouth, and I think I like this better. I am having some difficulty getting the correct dosage set right, but they are really working with me on this. If they are too strong, they make me feel like a zombie, but if they are not strong enough,...well, you get the picture. Hopefully, within about two more weeks I will have everything all situated.
This, plus a wedding being just two weeks away for our daughter, things are pretty hectic. It does not help that I cannot drive while experimenting with these patches. Seems there are never ending things to do to prepare for this one hour of bliss!!! I can remember my daddy trying to talk me into taking the money instead of a big wedding that "you will barely remember" as he put it. This was after he tried to talk me out of getting married to begin with. AH, how naive we all are when we are young, and perhaps do not make the best of decisions. He was right, you know. I barely remembered anything about that big day, I was so nervous. It was over in the blink of an eye, and the money would have probably been the wisest choice. But, just as I would not listen, neither will Cristin. One day she may wish she would have. All I wish for her is that she have as good of marriage as my mother and daddy had, stay married to this special guy she has chosen and understands how marriage is not always easy. Just happiness and love. Those two things matter the most.
Anyway, I am going to read a while, and try and catch up. Just wish all of you could be here, and wanted to let you know I am not gone for good.
You can't get rid of me that easy ya know! 
This, plus a wedding being just two weeks away for our daughter, things are pretty hectic. It does not help that I cannot drive while experimenting with these patches. Seems there are never ending things to do to prepare for this one hour of bliss!!! I can remember my daddy trying to talk me into taking the money instead of a big wedding that "you will barely remember" as he put it. This was after he tried to talk me out of getting married to begin with. AH, how naive we all are when we are young, and perhaps do not make the best of decisions. He was right, you know. I barely remembered anything about that big day, I was so nervous. It was over in the blink of an eye, and the money would have probably been the wisest choice. But, just as I would not listen, neither will Cristin. One day she may wish she would have. All I wish for her is that she have as good of marriage as my mother and daddy had, stay married to this special guy she has chosen and understands how marriage is not always easy. Just happiness and love. Those two things matter the most.
Anyway, I am going to read a while, and try and catch up. Just wish all of you could be here, and wanted to let you know I am not gone for good.
