have been through some very invasive treatment, and simply have had my energy drained from me. In about three weeks, the doctors are discussing implanting a pain pump in me. This will be our final try at anything we know we can do differently. I won't know unless I try. I am not whining, and don't want sympathy, but your prayers are welcome. I want my life back!!!! I love and miss you all, and hopefully I will get back on here soon. Love, Sunny ![Smile :) :)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)